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Begin Again

I feel exhausted knowing I'm starting this whole process again.  I am so grateful I have embryos frozen so I really don't have to start from the very beginning, but it's still a 6 week process and I forgot how long 6 weeks really is.

Tomorrow I'm starting the leuprolide shots again.  I don't mind these because they are tiny, in my belly, and don't need to be heated or refrigerated.  But I'm feeling just a little overwhelmed about shots, in general, again.  I don't know why exactly.  Because if I had gotten pregnant I'd still be giving myself shots.... but there's just something about starting over again that makes me tired and frustrated and a little angry.

However, I'm grateful for the opportunity to try again so soon.  I'm grateful I still have insurance (although starting October 1st it will be not nearly as good :( ) and I'm grateful for supportive family and friends.  I'll make it through this time, just like last time, and eventually things will work out how they are supposed to.

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