PIO is really, really, really the worst.

I don't know how I'm going to survive doing these shots.  Today was so hard I can't even describe it.  I practically woke up crying and didn't stop until I got to work.  Thankfully I had the foresight to not put makeup on until I got there!  I really didn't think I would be able to make it through the day, but somehow I did.

I can't sit, stand, walk, or lay down without some pain.  The only semi-comfortable position is laying on my belly.  Last week this was super uncomfortable and definitely didn't feel good, and was painful at times.  Today I feel like I'm having a mental breakdown because the pain is so, so, so bad.  I literally cannot touch my lower back/ hips/ upper butt without pain.  I don't even understand how this is possible!

I've been looking at forums online trying to figure out if this is normal or what the heck is going on.  I feel like everyone is saying it hurts and it's "the worst" but I feel like I cannot function like this the pain is so bad!  Also a lot of the people on forums I've found are not doing these for IVF so they aren't doing them daily.  They get a break in between which would be so nice!

I'm going to have Nate give me a blessing tonight so I will hopefully start to feel better, or at least be able to cope with this.  Because right now I'm miserable, not coping well, and going to have a meltdown....